It has been quiet a month, March, has been super real I tell you. With 2014 drawing all too quickly to an end(we are in April already!), I was overwhelmed with the work I have to do and the time that seems unbothered by those who tread behind it. During the month of March, I took one too many deep breathes looking procrastination in the eye and telling it to gerrt-outta my spaces! Honestly I hope it stays out. Time lost is time never gained and I do not want to look back at this year 8months later with a huge sigh at the things I cold have, should have and would have done.
I am slowing introducing good habits into my simple life, basically summed up to "going back to basics" and "loving everything but being attached to nothing". How hippy does that sound?! Hahaha.
I just turned 24 six days previous and that shocking age for me comes baring a tad bit more responsibilities as it, parallel to that sheds old tricks. People are constantly changing and that comes inevitably, so are dreams and the little views on things we thought we would forever hold a tight grip on. I still dream of a solid career in fashion and being a well travelled young lady. I still push towards obtaining my International Diploma this year June/July as well as spiritual growth, getting my license and saving up enough cash to venture off this December. I should have read at least four good books by November and saved up enough for a Canon 600D Digital SLR camera. Sheesh, All these things come with determination and hard-smart work. All these must haves and must Does have me wondering 'what about my Must not does list?! (That happens later.)
As I sluggishly wake up for work today, I watch a young lady cycling past my apartment with ease through a misty window just before the sun brakes dawn. "Why haven't I quit my job?" I asked myself. That's been on contemplation for a month now and honestly the hardest part is landing a new job that I actually want to do and be apart of. And once that is on par I reckon much things will fall in place with ease.
Hope you are also keeping true to your years plans and introducing a lifestyle that works best for you!
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